2005-07-11
11:45 a.m.

I'm kind of frustrated with Annie right now. Especially what she just wrote about Adam and me in her LiveJournal:

I'm kinda worried about Lisa though. She spends almost every night at his house. I know they aren't having sex but I worried that Lisa is getting too attached too fast. Makes me wonder about Adam too. What kind of guy is he really. I know he is nice but his jealousy kind of surprised me. He was jealous of Lisa going our with Jordan and didn't want to see Jordan because of it. Considering they didn't really go out and they only were kinda going out for three days I don't think he should be jealous. It is not like he has any competition. I'm not sure why Lisa agreed with Adam either. She knows that Jordan is harmless. I was pretty much the one that convinced them to see Jordan for more that just coffee. I'm not sure the all of Adam's intentions are good. He just seems really reserved and over protective of himself and Lisa. I guess he feels like he might lose her and that doesn't exaclty shout self confidence. He is so reserved and quiet sometimes I wonder how he can relate to someone as social as Lisa. I just hope that my fears don't come true. I think Lisa needs to spend time awaty from Adam in order to balance her life. She need to spend time with her family, her friends, and Adam. She is ignoring her family right now. I understand that having a boyfriend is awesome but I think spending a few days away from them helps you analyze the relationship and decide where you want to go with it.

First of all, I hate when people do this. I suppose we have all been guilty of it at some point, but if Annie was worried about me, why couldn't she just tell me directly instead of being all stupid about it and posting it in her journal? She knew I was going to read it anyway. Grr.

Okay, so the whole thing with Jordan and the jeoulosy and crap. It's not that Adam is jeoulous, really. It's just a wierd situation. Girlfriend and boyfriend getting together with girlfriend's ex boyfriend or ex interest or whatever is wierd. That's it.

And the reason why Adam and I relate so well to one another is that Adam is reserved and I am not. Oppisites attract. I feel like we balance each other out. Damn it. Think Annie.

And lastly, yes. I have been spending a lot of time with Adam, and I suppose we are moving kind of fast, but I just think that it takes some time to balance things out.....