2005-06-29
11:42 p.m.

Well, it's been a while, hasn't it? But I'll be popping in from time to time to post things here that I can't on my other journal. No one reads this one anymore anyway.

So, yes. Yay Adam. Is it bad that I just keep thinking about kissing him? Is it bad that even though I do want to take it slow and steady, a big part of me just wants to jump in with both feet and just lose myself in the happiness he is giving me?

I do feel just so happy. I'm sitting there in a daze, just smiling contentedly. How could I not? He thinks I'm pretty and funny, and fun to talk to, he tells me he misses me when we're not together or taliking. He even said tonight that he had thought about giving me flowers and that he likes my laugh, and he's just so cute, and stable, happy with himself.....

I mustn't get lost in him though. I suppose I can get lost in the happiness for a while, but I mustn't get lost in him. I know I'm to the point now, that if things don't work out, I will be extremely crushed. But still.