2002-05-17
2:02 a.m.

"Give me a reason to love you. Give me a reason to be a woman. I just wanna be a woman."
~Portishead, Glory Box

I know I haven’t written in awhile, but I have been busy with school ending. Now that my classes are over, I am sure I will have plenty of time to write.

It’s been an interesting few days, a mixture of good moments as well as not so good moments of course, and the ongoing roller coaster of life.

Overall, today was good. Beth was in town, and stopped by for a while. We caught up, and I found out that she’s having the wedding a month earlier than expected, on January 18, rather than February 14. The next time she comes to town, she says we’ll drive up to the David’s Bridal in Phoenix to pick out bridesmaid dresses. She’s having the wedding at La Mariposa, I believe. She showed me pictures, and I think it’ll be a great day! I still can’t believe she hasn’t made any friends in North Carolina, and that the only other bridesmaid in the wedding so far is her little cousin! Beth didn’t stay as long as I would have liked, but it was good to see her anyway.

Later, my mom came over. We ate dinner with my dad and then watched CSI together. After that was over my mom and dad went into the other room to watch TV while I watched ER, which was kind of weird. My mom came out during commercial breaks to say hi.

So, I’ve been thinking, I guess I am an overly analytical person. (That’s kind of ironic: Thinking about being analytical). I have to ask “Why?” and “How” and “What next?” about everything. Maybe that’s what Sathya meant when he said I was “annoyingly thoughtful,” the other night. He just now hurt my feelings a little bit when he asked me why I had to analyze every little thing. What made it worse was that he said it in a mock angry tone.

Speaking of being angry with friends, Meri pissed Sathya and I off last night because she spent half the evening talking to her friend Patricia on the phone. She even stepped out of the room and left Sathya and I alone altogether.

Well, I know I’m ending abruptly, but I just realized just how tired I am. I’ll try to update again tomorrow.