2002-06-10
8:12 p.m.

It's been a busy couple of days. I've been spending a lot of time with Meri, (as usual) and I was at Ayla's on Friday night drinking a little. Things have been going well, and positive overall.

My head is still consumed with thoughts of Joel, but I've decided I'm just going to come out and tell him how I feel. I did that with Brian,and things ended on a posiitive note. Who knows, Joel may reciprocate my feelings. I have a better chance with Joel than I ever have had with any other guy.

I want to talk about it with Ruth, first though. I want her insight, especially since she knows Joel too. I was expecting her to call today, but she never did. I tried calling twice and I still haven't heard from her. I hope things are going well for her, and she's just not answering because she's having such a good time with Luke!

I'm going over to see Sathya tomorrow. Maybe things will work out so I can see Joel too, but if not, Ruth said she was going to have a party aftter all her stuff is unpacked at her cousin Mark's.

Well, I have some other things to do. Ta ta for now.