2002-08-14
7:44 p.m.

"So you're thinkin' about tomorrow, and all those simple things you think you might like. But you've been sipping in the daylight, you see. Well I've been trying to keep things light... So now you're looking for some revelation, but you're still lying still in your bed... So you're thinking about tomorrow,'bout reliving every minute of your past. Well I'm just living for the moment, you see,'cause I'm just trying to make it last..."
~Splender, Save It For Later

I'm still as depressed as ever. I hardly did anything today but sleep. We're going to postpone the retreat for student government because of low attendance, so all I did today was make calls for that. My energy level is just so low even without the Depikote, and it hurts to move anywhere because of the sores on my feet from crawling around the pool the other night.... I know I'm just one big ray of sunshine these days, I just can't help it..... What will bring me out of this? I'm just yearning for answers.......