2002-07-31
10:38 p.m.

"Listen to the wind blow. Watch the sun rise. Run in the shadows. Damn your love. Damn your lies. And if you don't love me now, you will never love me again. I can still hear you saying, you would never break the chain....." ~Fleetwood Mac, The Chain

So it's been okay, I guess. Scott's been calling me so Meri and I met him at The Grill last night. I met Scott through this girl Ayla, and he's kinda shady. He's been in prison for selling pot even. I think he thinks I'm easy or something. I don't really care, I guess. He's nice enough, but actually kind of boring. All he ever talks about is food and the preperation for different recipes, since he's a cook. He tries really hard to be funny when in reality he's not, and the whole thing just makes me feel kind of funny. We talked at school and I gave him my number, big mistake. I thought I'd give him a chance, with Meri there as back-up, and it was just strange. That's the only way I can describe it. It's even stranger for me than Kirk,the vampire boy. At least he didn't want to get into my pants........ Why do I get all the wierdos?